I had so many thoughts about the OG LI this week and I fully blame FB for butchering this season at this point.

Tell me why any of the following happened:

• Why would Billie specifically want to talk to Jason, Myra, and me before leaving if the gossip is specifically about Alexis?! Plus, it just occurred to me...why does it matter if we tell our OG LIs that Alexis kissed Billie? That's shouldn't matter at all to them if she did because they are supposed to want us. This just makes us look insecure. 🤔 This would literally only need to be done if we thought their head was turning and if that was the case, then I'd just leave they sorry behind!
• Our OG uttering the words, "PATCH THINGS UP"?!! WTF ARE Y'ALL TALKING ABOUT! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO NEED TO PATCH THINGS UP WITH (in my case) RUI! (I am starting to get p*ssed off 🤬)
• OG LI is asleep, but we are sneaking the note under his pillow, expecting for what...for him to find it in his dreams? What are we doing here? *shrug*
• OUR CLIP WAS WITH YOU! Ali should literally be the only one upset. FB just decided to not correct this dialogue for us loyal girlies after the "glitch" last week. I'm beyond annoyed. I'm about to cuss Rui out. Thanks FB...😤
• I am beyond ticked off right now...to reiterate...I didn't do anything, Rui. The only clip I had was with you in the treehouse. WTF is this accusation and dialogue, plus f*cker, you snogged Alexis and I haven't given a single ounce of agg. WTF!
• Why give us the option to say "think of another question" and then don't give us additional questions to choose from...only just end that part of the conversation??!
• "Makes you feel seen"...sigh
• I don't think FB has ever done a slow decline into me not liking my LI as the volumes go along. I hate to say this, but FB has killed the entire vibe I somewhat had with Rui. Is anyone else feeling this way with their OG LI?
• This last episode is so meh because I have lost a lot of interest in this relationship.
• Did he really just say he tried to explore his options, but mind you they wrote him to have a hissy fit about a non-existent clip (or even if a kiss happened, the nerve of being upset when he snogged Alexis!!!!!)

Make it make sense. I can usually find something redeemable in these volumes to be like, I at least enjoyed this tidbit, but nope. Not this time. FB sh*t the bed with this one. At this point, I feel like I like no one. Trent, adorbs, but honestly, a stirrer and his actions don't seem to truly match his words. Ali...hot, however the agg after movie night, when he knew about the connection with OG and I could have sworn we had an understanding coming back from Casa. So what was the attitude about (kudos to the Trent moment, in this case). FB baking in non-existent situations for drama. Why are they trying to make us look or feel bad for something that didn't even happen! Y'all, this is shaping up to be a non-replay for me at this point. I am so mad about it.

So I am replaying the episode and it's after Rui's clip where he's snogging Alexis. Before when I selected to act unbothered because whatever, but this time I selected that it hurt to see how it responded. I believe he said this the first time, but I didn't really pay it any mind, but:

Did it bother anyone else that he apologized, but then soon after had the never to say that we were probably snogging during the challenge too? Like, WTF are you making that assumption for?

I just got so ticked off he said that because I was cheek kissing everyone during the challenge and now, I basically want to cuss his *ss out! Don't project that sh*t onto me because you acted dirty behind my back. Why was it not an option to snap at him if we were loyal. UGHHH.

So, I was sitting here reflecting on the years I have spent on this Love Island journey and after today's volume, reading Jason and Alexis' utter bullsh*t, I wondered...

What tropes would you get rid of from Love Island The Game?

I'll start:

1. Guys who hate MC because you know, reasons.

This trope doesn't even make sense. Why is this a thing? So Jason hates us because why again? What's his face hated us last season because he was slimy. Dean...yep, still no idea what the f*ck his problem was and then there was Liam, who at least wasn't interested because he was focus on one girl specifically. They can miss me with this trope.

2. The new twisted with girl is delulu beyond reason, especially when it's not even an entertaining delulu.

For example Ava (entertaining) vs Dani and Alexis (obnoxious h*es who self-proclaims us as not being their competition, but won't stop trying to compete even when we are unbothered because boo HE DON'T WANT YOU!)

3. I may love attention (game-wise), but too much can be too much.

I don't want every guy. I don't need every guy. I honestly have a true point system that scales lovers, friends, and I hate yous. I can handle 3 guys maybe vying for my attention, but spare me making every male in my presence wanting me with their corny lines and repetitive compliments.

4. Forced everything.

Forced dates, recouplings, hideaway stays... Like, FB does not believe in game autonomy and even when we think we are getting a choice with actual consequences, it's all an illusion.

I think this is a nice starter pack. lol What do you y'all want to get rid of?

I had an epiphany that just might support a thought I had this morning when someone asked about Stick or Twist.

The thought was that Amari would either bring Jason's raggedy *ss back to the Villa or she would swerve and do a Giovanna, and pick our favorite guy.

As I am replaying the volume, it occurred to me, why would they have us, when in the dressing room, pick who our favorite was and then second favorite, but that did not have any influence over anything that happened volume? 🤔

I guarantee y'all, Amari is likely going to twist with our favorite and we will end up going with our number 2 choice.

Another reason I think this is because when we were watching the clips, there was one where Amari was talking about how hot Xander was, but she never mentioned that to the girlies, which we like called her on it. So this trick is about to get us. I feel it in my bones. 😮‍💨

Her being all dismissive, saying she didn't need to tell us or announce everything. 👀 Plus, she had the nerve to get p*ssed because, in my case, I said she deserved better than Jason. Like, b*tch, I'm trying to look out for you, but ok. Get played, but won't come crying to me later. (Side note: I'm such of Amari and Myra). So it might be a vengeful tactic, especially after everything with Trent.

I hope I'm not right, but that's what I am feeling. If this h*e picks Ali and I have to watch him with her until I manage to finish this initial playthrough, I'm going to lose my sh*t! That's enough to make me want to restart this entire season right now. I ain't having it!