Reactive oscillating tinnitus: An endless curse with no cure!
I have 3 tinnitus sounds in my god damn brain but 1 of them is literally obliterating my mental health and soul.
When I think that I will have this doom in my brain forever I want to push a red button and destroy the planet.
It is a nonstop “weewoo weewoo” and on top of that it is fucking reactive. Every time I go out it becomes louder when I hear buses, trains, aeroplanes, fridge fans, or traffic.
I cannot mask it even with music, because the frequency keeps going up and down and my brain notices the change the whole time. Holy fucking shit this feels like eternal doom until I die.
I went to 2 audiologists and 1 ENT consultant. They are useless and worthless and absolutely clueless clowns. All of them. They get paid for nothing. I can do it myself if I have the tools to stick a fucking camera in my ears and see if the eardrum is not damaged.
The audiologists refer me to ENT and the ENT refers me back to the audiologists.
We fucking reached the moon and we are close to building cities on Mars and these motherfucking health scientists still cannot find something for this curse that is killing us from the inside.
What a fucking miserable cursed life we are living.
Any success stories with a similar curse?