u/LilVansWorld

I need help with cleansing I feel drained. (Backstory) I had sex with my ex last night, we always go back to each other it’s more of like a friends with benefits thing. We’re good friends so I don’t want to completely cut him off, but maybe that’s what I have to do. Anyways I woke up feeling so drained. Also I’ve gotten diagnosed with Chronic spontaous uractica (csu) and I’m having a hard time using incense. What can I use to cleanse myself? I’m kind of low on money so I can’t really buy things to make a spiritual bath and all my herbs I currently use are powders. Sorry this is badly worded. I just need help

Hi guys. So I decided to do a cord cutting for me and my ex. To give you the run down. He cheated on me in the beginning of the year with his ex. I ended up forgiving but not forgetting. We finally broke up a couple months ago. I tried asking him for help for something he told me not to text him anymore because he’s moved on.Sadly I still think about him and miss him. I thought he was the loml. Anywasyyyyys I did a cord cutting and my side lit but then went out three times and it burned first. His side engulfed itself in his wax and took forever to burn. I wasn’t happy with the results so I put his side out as well as mine. I’m not too sure what it means. We told eachother we’d get back together later in life then he said he doesn’t think he’d be able to date me again so I’m not so sure why we’re holding on to each other especially him when he basically said he doesn’t want anything to do with me. Any advice ?