Worst Nightmare I've Ever Had and Advice?
I will copy and paste what I sent to chatgpt, but first I wanted to give more backstory. The mention of THC is in the prompt because I was asking Chatgpt if this could have been caused by my more constant use of THC. When I was younger, I'd usually take a gummy once every 1-2 months and get super high, but recently I was introduced to the easy-ness of blunts and although I do have a job interview coming up (I was recently let go from my last job due to budget cuts) I've been stir crazy, so I'll just roll up and get high to pass the time. I've been pretty much high for the past week, and although it's not even close to as high as I used to get when I was younger, I'm still high all day. I've never experienced a dream like this, and I guess I'm here looking for answers or some kind of scientific explanation. Well, here it is
The dream starts with me, my boyfriend, and two friends at some kind of Airbnb or a house that I'm not familiar with. We were all drunk in the bedroom, and my boyfriend was pretending to kiss the other girls to piss me off (he'd never do this in real life) I went downstairs to cool off. The lights weren't on so it was super dark. You know when you go into an unfinished basement and there's sometimes this corner with pipes and stuff? Well there was an old bathtub not hooked into anything underneath these pipes with water in it. I look closer and there's a foot. This is where I THINK I wake up. I'm back in my apartment bedroom on the bed, and I look at the doorway. It wasn't fully decomposed and still seemed human-ish. The tongue was bloated out of the mouth, and the eyes were huge and waterlogged, looking like they were going to pop out of their sockets. The skin was very dead person looking. No living color. This thing didn't look living at all, if you know what I mean. As you can imagine, this was absolutely terrifying to me, but I'm not stupid. I told myself in my head to wake up over and over again.
And then I REALLY thought I woke up. Except everything was fuzzy. I felt like I could barely breathe. My assumption was that there was a gas leak in my apartment, and I had the scary dream to try and wake me up. Now I'm genuinely scared because this feels like such a real life situation, and I thought I was awake. I drop out of bed, unable to stand, and desperately try to reach the door to get outside. Except that I don't make it and the fuzziness gets stronger and stronger, and I assume I passed out and probably died.
THATS when I actually woke up
In terms of thc, I would use pretty rarely. I would use gummies and get fucked up enough that you could see shit. So pretty high doses. I was introduced to blunts and they're a lot more accessible. I haven't been getting super high, but I've been high the majority of all week