u/Little-Cockroach1119

I am aiming to clear my NEET PG in the year 2026 or max 2027. With the time left, do I need to watch all the main videos of Marrow for prep or is RR videos +GTs + PYQs/custom modules enough?

Anything else im missing to perfect my prep? ( I know nothing can perfect this:))

Anyone with any inputs on this will be helpful, i am anxious beyond measure

Edit- I have watched a few of the main videos , way before during my ug days . Except for few , I barely remember those rn. But im not sure if I have the time to watch all these long videos right now.

I am a 25 year old , newly graduated doc ( Batch of 2019) and im working in a rural centre for the past 10 months .

Ive come to realise that I am a horrible doctor.

I feel like I dont really care for the welfare of my patient, only about saving my ass if anything goes wrong , its never about the patient.

I hardly see any patients and even when they do come , I am grudgingly doing my job.

The only thing i think I enjoy is the novelty of the profession, which can wear off .

I started off on the wrong foot. During my UG years , combined with Covid and lockdown , I was going thru extreme social anxiety and possible depression that I feel like ive learned nothing . I failed all 3 subjects in my first and second year. I picked up in 3rd year only to be denied eligibility in my final year for one subject.

All these that happened over the years have wiped off my confidence, which was pretty high to begin with since I was one of the top ranks in NEET that year in my college ( <10k). But everything has been downhill from there , due to my mental health crisis.

I am better now mentally but the results and the effect it had on my confidence continues to make me doubt my skills, memory , efforts etc.

I really want to be better , know more , help more. I just dont know how. And I feel like i never will since I messed up my foundation years .

I really enjoy practicing medicine, diagnosis , treatment with whatever knowledge i have. But I doubt my knowledge and hence my skills