u/Lizarthelixard

Out of place. Hiding behind the false pretense of happiness. A lament of unavoidable failure

Out of place. Hiding behind the false pretense of happiness. A lament of unavoidable failure

(image mostly unrelated. Limbus company)

/Viv.. felt. Out of place here still. He wasn't quite sure where he would fit. The GDA... Was weird. He didn't mind it. Though it was so unfamiliar. He had seen the City... Though it wasn't quite welcoming. More so found himself ignored. Per usual. Wandering hall after hall. It wouldn't click together do easily. This was still new to him. Silently through a secluded corridor he wondered to himself\

"How long... Until I accept company.. I don't know.. these people well enough.. not yet. The question is why bother... I don't want to... Lose everything again. Though it's so hard to have no one"

/He paused for a moment. Halting in his stead. Figuring out what would be enough. Viv could just pretend to be fine and accept temporary company. Though how long could he handle that without breaking. The lizard faltered. Then slowly thinking about it. 'I could always just resist as long as possible'. That was an idea. A choice. Not a great one but... It worked temporarily\

"None of them need to know. None should care. I haven't managed to be useful in the slightest!- what a fuck I am. Couldn't save them. Can't find a place here. Just what I needed"

*He didn't normally smoke. Though occasionally in rare instances of extreme distress he would. Unlike a human. The lizard was extremely resistant to fire and luckily by extent smoke. His lungs essentially just filtered it out. He'd just remain there standing. This was the first he'd used in him time there. If anyone were to appear he'd just brush it off. Blowing smoke towards the air*

u/Lizarthelixard — 1 day ago

A ticking bomb with no fuse. A mysterious new arrival (OC)

(endjfcar)

/a cat like figure wandered the earth. Purpose unknown. Dangerous? It didn't seem so. Or at least not maliciously. There's a sense of incompletion\

"This is where.... He is. I'm sure... I shouldn't look. I know what will happen but..."

/Carmen gave a sigh. Unfortunately her mental state had been too far altered to be saved if she saw Viv... Unfortunate a consequence of power she didn't understand. No real way to fix it. The lynx wanted to see him but never could safely\

"I can't see him... As much as I miss him... It'll just activate that chain again"

u/Lizarthelixard — 5 days ago

Throughout the small echoes of this world

(lob corp)

/Vi was wandering the facility. Hoping to find someone. Anyone else really. He wanted some sort of connection. He didn't feel like revealing problems for anything but.. he really did need someone to try and talk to\

"Where... This place is strange. I don't even know where I am"

/Viv wouldn't lose hope this time as currently this was currently his worst. Loneliness was creeping into every aspect.. every thought. He just wanted some company. It didn't matter who was the company to this lizard\

u/Lizarthelixard — 6 days ago

Somewhere within a base. Another troubled soul like all the rest.

(satmatch)

/Cecil had given him a room. Sure he disappeared for multiple days at a time occasionally despite shortly being here. This was probably his fourth time in his room. As much as he had tried. Viv couldn't quite hold himself together. As him room felt like an enclosed Cage. For no reason. It wasn't as if he was trapped but it did feel as if it was engulfed by all his problems at once. The crushing loneliness was getting harder and harder to put up with. The acceptance of his destroyed world was only partially done. Unable to move on. Viv had lament. He failed to save so many people with his best efforts. All erased. Gone within minutes as it all evaporated to nothingness and void. So many valuable things had been lost. Friends. Family. Even more than that. With a hardened expression. He would stand up walking towards the desk. His hand was sparking. The lizard was tied.\

"Enough... When will suffering be enough?"

/He clenched his fist. Charging. Then-\

/An explosion from his hand threw him back towards the wall\

"Ugh.. fu.. not now"

/He said disgruntled. Not particularly happy. Though slowly but surely it devolved from anger to a complete loss of stability. Despite his often harder exterior. His internal view was soft. Vulnerable. Hidden vulnerability he usually didn't show outside of his closet friends. Unfortunately he didn't know how to cope. Never taught how. So with no one to go to. The lizard's emotions came out privately. In a sort of rage at first. Now progressing towards sorrow. Light and silent tears. Though hollow inside no one noticed. The explosion was loud... Hopefully no one would check. Vi thought softly. Slowly hallucinating a dead friend. All he could manage to remember was a vague shadow. It just stared. As Viv slowly lost it further\

"Why... Couldn't I save anyone... Why are they the one who gets to live?.."

/Thinking about the individual who had destroyed everything. Then pacing around the room with fast breathing and a slowly deteriorating state. Not too insanity but his emotions slowly began leaking out. Slowly but surely he broke down. Not sure how to handle everything. Everything that happened to him\

"How... Could they win?..."

/The fallen hero asked. Bo longer fully sure if he was due to his massive failure. No matter what. Did it really matter anymore?.. everything was gone. Gone beyond ash somewhere far away\

(Open for anyone to interact)

u/Lizarthelixard — 7 days ago

Upcoming stuff from me (why not share a little)

I have literally no image for this lmao

- More OCS

- Probably more contained arcs for my characters (I don't know many people well enough to le join)

- Perhaps in the future something including more people when sufficient build up is met

- Vi lore and headcanons

- Perhaps some sort of in universe QandA somehow... No clue what that looks like yet

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u/Lizarthelixard — 8 days ago

Slowly fading hope and a somber dream created by isolation

(homenobi_bg)

/Viv had escaped from the workshop. As much as he tried to fit in among the people here. Wandering into the farther areas. Away from his usual tours through the city. In complete isolation. Pretending everything was fine was slowly fading as an option. Signing. It felt like his want to find others would be in vain. Every issue seemingly too big for his to even be worry worthy. He currently had... The least going on aside from... What happened\

"Typical... It was so hard to find people the first time... Why should I expect to find something a second time. Dumb thinking"

/Viv sniffled a little. Remembering that event. How everything was gone. Nothing remained. No one remained anymore. There was no home to return to. Just a lonely city filled with life that didn't seem to accept him. This loneliness was eating him up. Not expecting anything to come. Anything to change. Resting against a tree filled by a certain contempt for himself. Slowly pushing himself upwards. His world was gone. Friends dead. What was the point of holding on to the dream to change something. Why hold on to such a hopeless dream? How could they change anything if he couldn't change his emotions. The dream to change anything felt hopeless. The lizard was never known for his stability.\

"What a waste of a day... Nothing left to do but... Drift until something happens. I couldn't change a thing."

/Standing up Viv would push himself off the tree. His hope to make the place he was trapped in a home slowly withering. No point anymore. He'd walk back towards the city. Putting a fake smile on his face as he always did. The lizard would take a short breath. As the forest faced back into the city after a while\

u/Lizarthelixard — 10 days ago

A stumble into unfamiliar territory. Unaware of what lurks

/Vi found himself somewhere within the undercity. It was something new. He didn't quite understand the dangers or know anything about it. Unfortunately it lent him towards danger unless a friendly face grabbed him first. The lonely lizard wandered\

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"It's so strange. I've never seen a city like this before.."

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/He mumbled to himself. Walking down the street. A lizard warrior wasn't quite a usual sight though at this point much more weird sightings had probably occurred. Though him being unfamiliar to this city seemed more like unfamiliar to this world based upon clothes and weapons. Looking much more modern\

u/Lizarthelixard — 14 days ago

Discussing Vi and His villain for possible future growth and stuff

I think posts are meant to do an image required so uh Kelcasual image again

Anyways main points of discussion

- Random questions about Vi

- possible dynamics and developments

- His main villain... Kinda villain really. Ask clarifying questions and if she should eventually become a side threat or perhaps even a main one if you guys want. Ask questions if you want too (or of she should be dead already)

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Brief description: Basically his old friend Carmen who eventually betrayed him and destroyed their world. Whenever I introduce Carmen. Basically she's on extremely bad terms. She's essentially a villain but the reason I say kinda as it's due to curse esc thing which means only under circumstances is she actively one. Carmen has multiple phases instead of being immediately powerful and her final phase is pretty powerful but she no longer has access to her world destroying form (the item was lost post destruction) her weapons are magical basically except for her harpoon gun which is just.. a harpoon gun with infinite ammo

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Uh yeah that's all I got currently

u/Lizarthelixard — 17 days ago

"A portal now opened. A new person. Unbiased by this worlds suffering yet burdened by anothers"

(far as I can see it's just concept art from rune scape)

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/A light patter was heard as suddenly as it began it disappeared\

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/Crunching of bones. Violent screams. Then suddenly it ceased entirely as if something was completely destroyed\

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/Then finally a rift opened. A cracked rift. Unstable. It shot rubble and weapons out. Though most notably a creature that appeared to be some sort of.. lizard\

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"...It- did? No.."

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/The rift violently closed in a beam of light as the lizard slowly got up. Seemingly horrified\

u/Lizarthelixard — 18 days ago

The strange lizard. A challenger? A ally? That remains to be known only time may tell (OC)

My oldest still used OC. I might be using his original art which was made by an old friend on discord. There's also the version I currently use by Kelcasual aka the second one. Anyways time to say a bit about him. I usually write a lot so that explains everything. Since I'm going to make the lore for Vi different backstory will be revealed through RP I believe

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Name: Vivian or Vi Tera

Age: 28-32

Personality wise:

Hopeful- More hopeful for the future than most. Chooses to believe in something better even when it's hopeless. If he's not then something is probably wrong. Very wrong with him. Occasionally his spirits break. Though often very mentally taxing times do that to him. Most days he's going to keep hoping though. See things in a brighter light

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Determined- He refuses to give up. He won't stop fighting for what he's decided on. Even if only temporarily out. No obstacle will stop him. Not permanently. No matter if he's knocked down. Perhaps he will fail but he'll never give up. Not forever

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Caring- He is quite supportive towards people he enjoys being around. Trying to build them up. Caring for those who are injured. Anyone who's not unnecessarily evil and cruel. Just trying to help the weaker and even the stronger if they're having a rough time. He's especially supportive towards friends. Sweet and always helpful. It's definitely not hard to notice if you're a friend or not. Whether it be lower or higher

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Kind- Extremely kind despite his pain. In another universe he'd have been bitter. Perhaps even worse than the system that broke him if not for his father talking to him one last time. Though not this universe. Sweet and sappy at times but tries not to be too much for others. Just being extremely sweet in nature

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Noble- He's seen as noble by others. His compassion and morality are higher than many others. Never lowering his values and always remaining a figure of hope for others just as much as he is for himself. Proving able to help anyone who's willing to accept it. As long as they aren't below doing utterly horrible acts

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Heroic- He's often a moral and good person. Willing to do things for others even if despite his own health. He's selfless and often brave enough to face someone no matter the odds. Trying to save others from a trauma similar to his or their lives from the clutches of death

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Masking- Often masks true goals or intentions. Worried others will oppose them or perhaps call him foolish. If he fakes his dream no one can judge. No one pays mind to basic dreams. Sometimes he masks struggles. Nonetheless he's very fortified mentally

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Distrusting- He isn't the easiest to trust others. Often he's more cautious. It's easy to gain a small amount of trust. Though earning his full trust is very hard and often takes an action that proves it for a long amount of time.

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Charming- He has a unique charm. Bright smile and personality though always seems gloomy. In a sense he's always nice and enjoyable to be around as well as often just being a little silly and often people find it endearing or others annoying.

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Loyal- He's very loyal to his companions. Especially friends. He'd never go against them and there's very few things he'd lie about towards them. Trustworthy and dependable. Always ready to stick up for them.

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Strong willed- he has an iron will. It's almost impossible to break it. Even when it is broken it's only a matter of time before it comes back. His will is a part of him. Almost always apparent. To see it shattered would be horrible for companions

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Courage- He has the courage to stand up for people. Preserve through his hardest hours. Stand up to anyone who speaks down to him. Willing to fight as hard as possible for his dream and friends. No matter the cost.

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Adventurous- He often seeks a sense of journey in between missions to further his dream. Trying to do something more light hearted with friends. There's something special about it. Something special about adventure with companions to him.

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Empathetic- He feels for the pain of others. As he's experienced so much himself he's understanding of the pain. Helping soothe it. Understanding the actions taken by those broken by their trauma trying to guide them to be better

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Backstory: [unknown]

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Goal: To fix a broken system or at least fight to change it. Even if he'll never truly see it. Wanting to prove it's possible. Fix a system that wronged him out of nobility not vengeance or revenge. No matter how hopeless or foolish people call his dream as long as he can obtain it. Eventually he wants to find a close group of friends too. People he can relate to and perhaps eventually have a dream beyond this one. See this one complete.

Fighting for a future he may never know

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His likes, dislikes, strengths and weaknesses will be revealed later but I will showcase his powers which are based on a different variation then the one shown above

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Weapons 3 Swords uses them like Nightcrawler except his own style but that’s basically how he hold them, a semi-auto pistol, and a bow/staff with 3 styles a Full size: Basically a average bow

Close style: it’s shorter with the string closer to the bow and the weapon tips can release to block and has more limited range

Staff: Two blades with a slight curve and can not be shot as a bow as the string is out of reach but can now be used as a staff more easily

Weaknesses

His swords only really work close-up the pistol has a good amount of recoil, and the bow full size is basically useless without strings Close style has much weaker strength per hit and also basically useless without the strings and the tips of the staff parts are harder to use than staff from which can’t be used as a bow and often less powerful than the sword

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Flaming combustion- He can use combustion to make flames from his hands, feet, or mouth. These flames are blazing and if used without focus or too charged can turn it into an uncontrolled explosion. He needs 10-30 seconds to spark said flames. Due to the ability to create flames, his body is always warm if not hot to the touch. Often used to create distance or burns. Often it can be quite harmful to Vivian himself.

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Swords of Burning Passion- His swords which are tied to him can be set ablaze. Though nowhere near as hot as his flames, these blades are still troublesome. Though liquid and cold enough temperatures diminish the flames for the entire fight and can only flame in his hand otherwise after five seconds the sword automatically deactivates. The swords bounding to him make them summoned which takes from ten minutes out of combat up to twenty-five minutes in combat. If destroyed or damaged depending on how bad it can be mended over the course of a day if shattered and five hours if damaged to a major degree. As one of his major weapons, their value to him in combat is great so often he avoids losing them. There are three of these steel blades.

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Fire blitz (3/3)- A fiery charge that propels him fast into the enemy and does moderate damage

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Explosive counter (3/3)- When doing a perfect party or block he gains an explosive punch that doesn't hurt him, and immediately an explosion occurs from the point of the block

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Fractured crystal (3/3)l- A long-distance transportation tool that's broken off from the main warp crystal of his world which now drifts through space

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Feel free to ask questions and such as he is cobbled from various previous versions from a rework of his original to a mix of his two most recent ones. His powers stem from the original and the second most recent ones. Hopefully this is ok I'm still not very active here so hopefully this is acceptable

Edit: Also his crystal is how he ended up in runeterra as it malfunctioned and ended up bringing him away from the destruction

u/Lizarthelixard — 18 days ago