idk what to put here
i either don't eat or eat way too much than i should and might borderline be an ED(i dont want to self diagnose but if its been affecting my thoughts negatively and probaly also the reason why my period is messed up then i think it means something at least). but my parent doesn't want to accept or even consider the fact that i might have one and it sucks that the one person I should be able to talk to about these things rather believe that i'm fine, as if this hasn't been affecting me. (im not blaming my parent) its jsut the way they say 'you better not develop something.' and though they do tell me im pretty and that im ok the way i am,I've been teased about my appearance and it has caused me to spiral ever since. I cannot go a day without questioning the way I am so if u guys have unconstructive/mean feedback to give,I geniunely hope you wouldn't do so as I'm really really tired with dealing with hurtful comments. I know counselling might be a better option than writing whatever this is on Reddit, but my parent would have to know about it and you alrready know how they view this subject. and they say i can talk to them about things iface, yet when i bring this up, they rather avoid it and i just iwsh they didnt do that.