recurring nightmares?
Hey, I'm Kai, and what I'm about to tell you happened a few months ago—and sometimes still happens today.
Just so you know, I'm telling the story in the present tense, even though I'm talking about things that happened a while back.
When I sleep, I have recurring dreams—or rather, nightmares. For a while, I was having the exact same nightmare over and over.
They all revolve around the same theme: death.
In these dreams, no matter the scenario, there’s always a weapon or a dead body involved.
I remember some of these nightmares as if I’d had them just yesterday.
It didn't exactly traumatize me or anything, but I’d panic like crazy during them. Often, people from my class or people I knew would show up, and I didn't understand why.
Those classmates would sometimes turn against me; I remember one dream where a guy was chasing me in a van for loooong minutes... or maybe even hours.
And the worst part of these nightmares was that, every time, I was the one killing people in the end.
I don't know if it was revenge, but I’d stab people to death, and apparently, it didn't bother me in the slightest.
So yeah, I have no idea *why* I have dreams involving death—or, more importantly, why I’m the one causing the deaths in the end.
If you have any theories, please let me know—don't just leave me on read, lol.