u/Longjumping_Wall_920

I'm done with my first year of btech, but still i feel like I'm a lot behind many people

This place is not home away from home as they said 😭

Each and every passing day i just don't wanna stay here, it's not just wrong with this place but also the fact that I've to live so far away from home, I thought with time I'd get used to it but whenever I meet someone I just find some of them to be rude, mean but I just can't do anything, some people consider being cool and mature is equivalent to humiliating each other and using disrespectful words.

Faculties being mean (atleast some of them, being rude, and some of them literally leaving the class on spot and not even teaching)

How do you all enjoy here? Seniors and people studying here?

I'm still clueless with what I want in my life and what should I do ? I feel so lifeless here, To me my parents did mean a lot and it's my first time staying so far away from them.

I have no interest in sports, and I have no clue which club should I joinn

As time is passing, I will just end up exhausted by these semester exams, trying the hardest i can just for an avg job.

After this college ends idk where will i be working, staying with or far away from parents. And considering what happens to the majority, I'll just end up in average exhausting work life , missing on everything I wish I should or want to do for probably the rest of my entire life.

I don't think this is the life i had wished for, it's too exhausting.