I just received this sticker yesterday from Etsy and I'm in love. I loved putting this pink harness and blue collar on her. I can't wait to drive around later, I feel like she's with me right now!
Hi everyone, I'm transexual (born female, transitioned to a life of looking like a man) and I am due for my hysterectomy tomorrow. I started college today and I don't know what to do. I can't handle this and I'm mentally torturing myself. I'm so utterly devastated because I cannot believe that I'm gonna have to recover without her. I talked to my school about my surgery but they're not working well with me and it was already taking forever to figure out accomodations...my baby passed away on Friday and my brain is turned off. I'm here currently at school and I just can't understand what anyone is saying.
I am debating either dropping out or just coming back another time because I seriously am so fatigued. I'm so tired and my surgery is at 7 am. I would be gone for a minimum of two weeks. Any advice is appreciated...
Sugar had gotten diagnosed with cancer in 2023, the same year this star was captured going around the black hole. It makes me think that by the time Sugar passed on Friday, her soul was intertwined with this star and her journey around the black hole was completed. I feel like her soul is at peace but I'm depressed. I start college again tomorrow and I'm so upset that she won't be here to greet me when I wake up nor will she greet me when I get back. I would recommend looking up NASA photos from when your beloved pets passed, it brought great relief to me. Gave me a sign that she is okay.
This is Sugars sister, Cherry. Y'all might've seen my posts about Sugar and that she passed Friday morning. I had received a set of dog stairs this week and Sugar got on them one singular time before she passed. She didn't like it and didn't even want to use them. I wasn't aware that she was actively dying at the time and I put in a return order because it's clear that both of my dogs didn't like it. Today...I returned the stairs and I cannot breathe. That was one of the last things that she touched and I feel so disgusting knowing that some kohls workers are going to touch it, unaware of Sugar. When I walked up to return it, the worker didn't even say anything to me and just continued talking to their coworker. It made me livid...like my baby is dead and I'm returning the shit she touched and you can't say anything? But that's just my grief talking.
It's been at least 48 hours and I feel okay today...the grief hits me hard at night though. I am honestly not really having a good time. My family is making it hard on me too. I feel like they don't understand that she was and is my daughter. Her death is so unbearable for me. I got told that I'm so composed and that its confusing on how I'm so calm. As if I'm not hurt enough? Like how dare you, that's my child. My grief is being questioned and my daughter has barely been dead for two days. My family wants her urn in the living room and it pisses me off so bad because they all got mad when she would be in the living room. They didn't want her there...they all would yell at her to go to my room. Now she's dead and they all want her there!! I told them over my dead fucking body. She's staying in my room, with me and her sister.
Please tell me someone can relate please ...I'm so sad. I'm gonna write about sugar all the time now and I wanna make posts about my good memories of us together.
It's been officially 24 hours since I lost my baby and I'm so grateful for everyone that has given me their condolences. I'm 24 and I've had sugar since I was 14. I grew up with her and it feels like I lost half of my soul when she passed. I smelled my dog carrier and it smelt like her...I had puppy pads that she never used just laying on my bed. I have white hair sprinkled all over my comforter, proof that she existed. I looked at the ring camera from Thursday night and watched her walk around, looking for me. I just feel so bad...I know I did everything right but she is my baby and I cannot believe cancer took her away from me. I've gotten asked how I'm so composed in front of everyone...I'm hurting so bad!! The pain is so severe I wish I could've died with her, but I promised her that I'd take care of her sister.
I'm so grateful that I have a good support system, but I'm hurting so bad. I have surgery and college coming up soon and this is such bad timing. I miss you so much my little baby woogie boogie.. I miss you so fucking much I wish I could've taken away your pain and just had given it to myself. You will always remain a part of me and I hope you watch over me I'm so sorry
Sugar
2016 -2026
My sweet baby, you were more than a pet to me, you were my daughter. Everything I did in my life revolved around you and your sister. I am in total shock right now and I don't know what I'm going to do without you. You have always been around me and I'm gonna miss you so much. I'm not selfish, so I didn't want you to be in pain....but I wish I was selfish so I could see you alive one more time. You'll always be my angel. My woogie boogie. My baby. I wore my t shirt with you on it when you passed so you could see cherry one more time + know that I treasure you. I'll always remember you scooting close to me before you passed away, wanting to see me one more time. I love you woogie boogie.
I have never experienced the death of a pet, and this is going to absolutely hit me hard. Sugar is ten years old and has been through so fucking much...she has bone cancer, cancer within her eye, cancer in her lungs, and Cushing's disease. She has persevered her entire life...but she's tired. This week she all of a sudden has declined and she can barely walk and go to the bathroom. We made the decision to put her to sleep tomorrow because it is not fair to make her suffer anymore. I literally don't know what to do...she is my baby and she has a sister as well who will be so confused on what happened to her. I need some support please I'm fucking devastated :'(
I have been searching for a job for a long time and would constantly get rejected. My resume is filled with animal related jobs, so I would mainly apply to stuff like animal shelters and things of that nature. I cannot tell you how many rejctions I got. It was literally torture. Today I got offered a job for an after school program working with kids, which is definitely not what my ideal type of job was but it's money and I'll take it. I'm so excited, I feel like a new person LOL. I am about to start university again studying marine biology, so I'm hoping I can eventually do something in that field. Don't give up guys!! I wanted to give up so much but I knew I couldn't afford to
Where has the time gone? I cannot believe these two babies are ten! The right is sugar and the left is cherry. Sugar has two types of cancer + has had a partial jaw removal. Cherry has arthritis and is a slow walker, but they both have so much love to give. They make me happy everyday and I don't know what I would do without them. Happy birthday ladies!!!!!
So, my little lady was suspected of having a UTI a week and a half ago, but the medicine did absolutely nothing. I went to another vet and they discovered she had no UTI, but her thyroid basically sucks. We were at the vet from 9:55 in the morning to literally almost 5 in the afternoon. She was not a happy camper.
I got some meds so send some good vibes to my baby! She does have cancer, but they did not find any correlation to this. So basically, they don't think the cancer directly affected her peeing issues/losing weight. She's fast asleep right now.
Cherry went to the vet today because she's been having trouble walking. She will slip and I will often have to help her stand up because she's been having trouble balancing. If I have to lift one of her paws up to, let's say wipe off dirt, she starts tipping over. This makes me sad because it makes me realize that my dogs are actually getting old. Her and her sister are almost ten. Send some good vibes her way ✨️