Vent
I'm 17 and my grandma has stage 4 glioblastoma brain cancer. She got diagnosed 13 months ago, I hate to say it but it feels like everyday is a countdown to her death. I try to be optimistic about the situation and be there for her and also my mom who is the one taking care of her. But she is deteriorating in front of us all and we are meant to act like nothing is different? My happy facade is fading and i don't know how to cope with it all
I hate that she knows she is going to die and that she can't do the things she loves to do. Just today she got pneumonia, the second time she’s had it in the last year. It just keeps getting worse.
I feel incredibly selfish for making this about myself but truthfully I am scared of what is going to happen to her.