Paano ba gagawin ko? Paano ba maunblock sa katangahan o paano ba umusad?
Paano ba gagawin ko? Paano ba maunblock sa katangahan o paano ba umusad?
Woke up called in sick to work today kaso hindi ako pinayagan...
Tangina, and I just woke up too, ang sakit pa rin ng ulo ko at mugto mata ko from crying too much kagabi. Feeling generally unwell and hindi ko na alam gagawin ko.
It's a shame how I'm grieving for something that didn't exist. I was about to make a move on him sa IG but my dumbass self got anxious and thought na it would be better to follow him first sa IG using my burner account with no pfp, followers, and all + also using a man's name. Sobrang tanga ko. Few hours after following him on IG, I got blocked dun sa burner account na yun, hindi ko man lang namessage or what. And what's worse is that, nadamay yung main account ko na dapat gagamitin ko eventually to message him, kasi same email ang ginamit ko. I didn't even know may ganong feature si IG.
And now? I'm left with constant what ifs, what if sinubukan ko? What if I tried, at least? Would the narrative change? And even if he denied or rejected me, I would accept that at least I tried and mas madali umusad kasi alam mong wala na talaga. Kesa yung ganito na ang dami kong tanong sa sarili ko.
Tangina, may pasok pa ako mamaya, and I don't think I'm in the proper headspace para magwork.
Also, is there a way to get myself unblocked... pag pinalitan ko ba email ko dun sa main acc ko or unlink to the burner account, blocked pa rin ba yun...
Hahahaha, tangina. Tanginang mo self. Tanginang buhay to.