u/MALOHISIANA676

is it the beginning?

f17, i started smoking everyday only last year, i would constantly smoke at my bfs house, and then go back to my house where i couldn't smoke. i noticed around 5 ish months in that everytime i wasn't high, i would feel nauseous, and everything tasted like cardboard, i eventually ended up finding out what chs was, convincing myself i had it, and quitting. couple months later,i moved in w my boyfriend, said i could do moderation (we all know how that goes) then pretty quickly i was back to everyday. this lasted for id like to say 2-3 months, i started noticing very quickly that i would wake up in the mornings feeling nauseous, stomach making wild sounds, but after i had my first bong of the day, it would go away. now just last sunday night, i ate a big meal before bed, and realised i felt kinda uneasy. woke up the next morning THE WORST NAUSEA fully convinced and preparing myself for my first ever CHS episode. Thankfully, i didnt end up vomitting, but the second i felt that, i decided i knew i couldn't handle an episode, and i should quit now before it starts. but im in such a pickle because all of my friends that smoke weed say how can i have got chs so early into smoking? and i dont even use carts or oil or anything only bong and flower, it sucks because the more everyone says like "oh you know you do have health anxiety, so your probably making urself have these symptoms" it makes me feel justified and maybe itll be ok and i can smoke. it sucks because i dont want to quit, but i dont want chs, id rather quit before its too late, but i have the feeling of, what if it was anxiety or another issue and im quitting even tho i dont have chs? i know im in denial but i guess i just need some advice.

also i dont know if genetics do have a link but i come from 2 people who never touched it before i was born
i also never had any prior stomach issues until i started smoking daily

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u/MALOHISIANA676 — 4 days ago