23 and going homeless.
I live up in New Brunswick. And got kicked out of my mom's house. I've been staying at an RV but I have to vacate in two weeks. I likely will be on the streets of Fredericton NB in a couple weeks. If the winter doesn't do me in the feeling of overwhelming crushing hopelessness probably will. No one is replying to my offers for renting. No family or friends I can stay with. Is there anything I can do? Because I've gotten to the point where I feel like the best thing for me is to go out on my own terms. To not be a burden on others. To not have to face the horrific winters here homeless. All I got is a cheque for $900 every month. Which I am so grateful for, however it's nowhere near enough to live in Fredericton. I don't even have a car I can stay in, no licence or highschool diploma, am I screwed? Have I pulled my head out of my ass too late? I don't even know why I'm writing this to be honest. I think I just want to hear another's voice. Loneliness is such a horrible feeling.