Anyone feels the same ?
I feel depressed, like I don't want to take my medications, and I hate having crises. Thanks to my family, I'm the one with fewer complications, and reading more testimonials about the disease in other countries makes me feel like I'm more privileged than others. I don't suffer from racism or being treated like a drug addict.
But since I've grown older, I've been having this trouble with taking anything and making it part of a daily routine. Even if I set reminders, it's like I lack the motivation to still be alive or something. That worries me about my future, regardless, because I think I can live long enough, but I worry about myself in the future and becoming more ill because of my stupidity.