Struggling with alcohol
I’m a first year apprentice won’t name my local but I’m 30 was non union iron worker and I’m struggling with alcohol it’s been a problem for me for a long time but broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years and she took my son and moved across country so I struggle with drinking I’m missing mondays cause I’m to sick to come in or shaking to bad. The journeyman I work under they don’t know I don’t talk about my problems at work but I think they are starting to notice and I’m about to get fired from this job. This the second time in a month iv called out of work on Monday. I like the work but there’s just so much noise in my head with stuff outside of work. My father just passed a couple months ago. I don’t know what to do any more any of you guys deal with this as an apprentices? Cause I do my best to just bust ass all day and stay busy and getting stuff done but my life outside of work is getting in the way. I don’t if you guys have any advice