I got it in French since it’s my first language, I started to read it and it’s pretty good ! It’s mostly greek mythology but also a small part for Norse gods and mythology! But now I search for other books for Hellenism polytheism, I don’t mind if the books are in English :)
I know how Hellenic polytheist prayer work, but for Norse polytheism I really don’t know even though I do research, I can’t find anything that talk about prayers !
So I ask here get advice because I don’t want to do disrespectful things.
And I don’t have an altar or anything since my dad doesn’t know.
IT’S BAD but I really wanted to try ! I never use references or even draw already existing people so I was REALLY hard for me.
While doing research on the Egyptian gods and religion in general I remembered how I approached it
I was 11 the first time I really heard of Egyptian mythology and gods. It was in class and I had such a fascination for the gods and Anubis in particular.
And after I didn’t search more because I had problems with school and all, but at 13, it was on TikTok that I heard about the religion and paganism in general, and in that moment, I just knew that it was for me.
I don’t know how to explain well but I just felt like : yes, this is what I’m supposed to be. Even though I’ve been atheist all my life.
And now at 16 almost 17, I know that I’m omnist, but also I explored and now I’m kemetic, Hellenic polytheist and Norse pagan and that’s maybe the most beautiful thing that happened to me in my entire life.
Took me around 30 minutes for Poseidon and 25 minutes for Apollo !! I’m not perfect at drawings but yeah.
So for context I have a bad mental health and have auto destructive addiction (I won’t say it)
but I feel like I can’t pray without waiting for it to heal a bit, I feel it’s not a good idea to pray when it happened like a few hours or day ago or maybe I’m still overthinking ?