u/MastaDon344

love this game

she was... greedy at seven....

Some of us... just hold it back

She got me a jelly donut after a hard and stressful day at work. I love my girlfriend. She takes care of me when me down.

There are nights i take time to think about things.

Where i am emotionally, financially, and just try to rationalize my thoughts. So quiet but so loud at times. My thoughts just blow up and i think the most aggravating things. Life is just going to fall apart. I keep going because i actually see the end in sight for some of it. I gotta be my own person and leader. But fuck, nobody ever gives you instructions on how you are, some just want you to be the best version they want you to be. I had to take mental stock, go to therapy, and do all this growing up apparently. It still feels bleh at times like there is some cosmic punchline.

I wish I was more durable, stronger, prettier, but everything is a video game grind these days and i am wondering when the grind eventually stops.

Life is a joke to some, Life is a blessing, Life is great, some just forge their own path. I just get tired of the philosophy at times. Feels like everybody's got a little something to keep them going. Guess mine is the fire of life kinda cliché in a sense. But hell i got angry when i was in a dark place and it motivated me for a long time. I was mad that my life was treated like a joke for so long. Guess that fire awakened in me?

I have my scars, and idk feels some just want to reopen them, tear me down, kick me at my worst, and yeah it gets to me. They want to see me finally be put out.

I won't, i never will, been through hell and back what's one more day and week.... dealt with worse and will deal with more.

But all said and done, i am me, i got my friends, i got my goals and more importantly i got my life and i still have a story to tell.

so I will keep going for myself and for her.

The shit i think about when its calm and quiet at times.

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So Fireball obviously but she did gain a bit of training in all sorts of things regarding magic. Just a general all rounder but since she is the scary fire lady I thought I would show what she can do best!!

I took armor styles from my monster hunter game and put them through the gen to see what they look like and some have Masta look a little too. honestly surprised how close they got the fits!!

always liked flying around weeeeeee!!!

for those wondering this is a chalk effect we are using for the effect.