u/MastasookaMe

So long story short, I only started smoking a year ago, exactly this month. My ex-girlfriend got me into it, and right away i knew this was going to be the greatest thing ever and we were going to have sex all the time on this shit but she struggled to be intimate she didn't like to be touched when she was high or smoking. It was always at the end, after the benzos to come down. I always Thought because she had way too many experiences of people taking advantage of her, taking her money or wanting to use her sexually. In the beginning it was ok, she would go out and come back. Then it started to take longer, I wanted to go with her to keep her safe or on track, we came up with a code that she would text me if she was ever in trouble because she was the one with all the connects, she knew everybody she would leave for hours, then hours turned into days, then i would get calls asking if she was with me and i knew where she really was and I would go to these fucked up places with a bat or a sledgehammer, and I would save her, I thought I was the biggest knight in shiny armor but really she was doing this shit because she wanted to get high and not share, she wanted all to herself. I soon found out most people do. In the end, people who I thought were my actual friends Were fucking scumbags that would lie and manipulate to either get money or her attention. This is a dirty game. Nobody can be honest, nobody can be helpful and everyone is out for themselves..

These people give crack a bad rep. I have fell for the trap too many times.

I am now a one man crack army!