u/MasterpieceFlat1052

Yesterday morning I was struggling to fall asleep. I was stuck in a sleep paralysis loop. 1st time, nothing happened but on the 2nd time a sensation was creeping up through my body. It was otherworldly and intensely pleasurable. My body was tense my mouth was sealed shut. I knew what was happening yet resisting was difficult. I felt- I couldn't think of the word then there was a whisper, a woman's voice in my head. "Powerless" she said, that was the word. In my mind an outline of a woman was forming, she appeared transparent almost like water. I have had this visitor before. She always appears transparent. Most times she can actually physically appear in front of me when I try AP'ing rather than manifesting in my mind. I fought the succubus off and that was the end.l

A few hours ago I was struggling to fall asleep. I was stuck in a sleep paralysis loop. 1st time, nothing happened but on the 2nd time a sensation was creeping up through my body. It was otherworldly and intensely pleasurable. My body was tense my mouth was sealed shut. I knew what was happening yet resisting was difficult. I felt- I couldn't think of the word then there was a whisper, a woman's voice in my head. "Powerless" she said, that was the word. In my mind an outline of a woman was forming, she appeared transparent almost like water. I have had this visitor before. She always appears transparent. Most times she can actually physically appear in front of me when I try AP'ing rather than manifesting in my mind. I fought the succubus off and that was the end. I just woke up lol

So I've known about AP for a long time. I've read testaments, watched videos, learned the mental prep work and the techniques to have my first attempt just a few minutes ago. I used some happy memories combined with breath work to reach sleep paralysis. I've had so many sleep paralysis experiences before. Something I realized was that this one wasn't like the other times where I was fearful, where I was seeing unpleasant entities. No, instead the sleep paralysis was very calm, serene. There wasn't something trying to scare me either. The room was empty. I attempted to move my arms though that didn't work. I felt like I was swimming or floating on my back. My room was still normal looking yet I could see ripples shifting like when the ocean catches rain. I knew I was close to leaving my body but I wasn't quite confident to continue so I willed myself back in. Now I'll reveal that in the past I have attempted AP before. I haven't been able to reach this stage until now. I noticed that there wasn't any vibrations. Can someone explain this stage to me? Is this a stage I want to be in before I AP?