My first window!!
Wanted to share…….❤️
Been in hell since February 2026.
After horrible prescribed nytol experience Wednesday night I tried magnesium glycinate last night. I know I’m kindled and have had paradoxical reactions to anything but I was so desperate to sleep and lessen the high level of primary anxiety my CNS has been trapped in.
Vagus meditations work but not for long.
I just had dental clearance June 17 th and dealing with that was terror as I reacted badly after difficult surgery due to long curved roots and had to get max fax to do surgery that took 4.5 hrs….I woke screaming. I went thru meds not to use with anaesthetic team but I still reacted to something and only agreed to 1 mg diazepam it worked enough to get me out of hospital. They didn’t know what to do with a person in PAWS.
So, everything was compounded over the past 2 weeks and we had 4 30 degree days and I was swollen, unable to eat, sleep worse, I could not see how I would emerge.
But, last night 150mg mag glycinate I slept more calmly, a bit longer, had a meditation and napped and woke like my self for the first time in months. I hope it is a sign of tentatively stabilisation.
Had stitches removed as they tasted awful and last night I actually enjoyed taste for years…and eating is so important to this PAWS journey as being neurodivergent I have suffered from ARFID off and on.
Why the mag glycinate worked this time might be down to time and brain chemistry and CNS starting to recalibrate towards past the halfway mark but I’m enjoying the clarity and calm in my chest at the moment and wanted to share after 5 months and the difficulties I’m starting to hope again that there is light after hanging on.
Thanks for reading an isolated autistics experience of duloxetine abrupt cessation and journey into madness.
Hellbell🤓