
Losing my mind rn
I posted a day or two ago about how proud I was of my previous PB, a 3:45.40, and how I didn't think it was feasible for me to bring it any lower with my skill level. Of course, immediately after posting that, I had a stupidly lucky run and got a 3:31. That reinvigorated me to push it even lower, and after 43 more attempts, I got this. I was ***so close*** to my goal of a sub-3, which just two days ago I thought was completely impossible. 45 centiseconds. Just over the length of the blink of an eye. The worst part is that I *know* I can do so much better; all of my tiny mistakes probably added up to ≈4-5 seconds, and if I can learn some Crash strats, even without hammer manip, I could probably get a sub-2:55. I wish I could just be happy with this PB and move on, but knowing that I'm so close to greatness will keep me up at night if I don't pursue it. My only major chokepoint at this point is the Morpho Knight phase 2 instakill. Idk what it is about the timing, but I just can't get it consistently. My biggest overall roadblock is probably still phase 1 Chaos Elfilis. Idk how to avoid getting the ability knocked out of me as soon as I land the first hit. It doesn't help that it's hard to find good runs to study since speedrundotcom (idk how this sub handles links) doesn't seem to have IL leaderboards (at least on mobile), despite having many submitted runs. I've just been scouring google trying to find any run faster than the last one I looked at, hoping to eventually find one claiming to be the wr 😭