29F melbourne. quit my brand marketing job to go solo 4 months ago. honest update on what is harder than i expected and what is easier.
Melbourne. 29. Quit my in-house brand marketing job at a CPG company 4 months ago. Went solo. Posted here 4 weeks ago when i had 2 clients and $5,800 AUD/mo. Wanted to give an honest update. What is now. 4 months in. 4 active retainer clients. ~$11,400 AUD/mo revenue. ~$840 AUD/mo expenses. Net ~$10,500 AUD/mo. Comparable to what i was making in-house but with 30 hours a week of work instead of 50. What is harder than i expected. The loneliness. I went from 30 colleagues in an office to me and my laptop in a co-working space twice a week. The work is fine. The loneliness is not work-related. It is identity-related. I miss being on a team with people who know my background and where i fit. I have not solved this. Considering joining a local marketers community group in the next month. The pricing conversations. In-house i never had to negotiate my own rate. The company set my salary. Solo i have to defend my rate 1-2 times per quarter to new prospects who want a "founder discount." I am getting better at it but it remains uncomfortable. The administrative load. Quarterly tax payments, invoicing chase-ups, contract reviews, ABN renewals. About 6 hours a month i did not have to do as an employee. What is easier than i expected. The work itself. I produce better marketing strategy than i did as an employee. I think this is because i now own the entire client relationship instead of being one input into a 12-person marketing team's decisions. The schedule. I drop my partner at the train station every morning. I take walks at 2pm when my brain wants to. I am at the gym 4x a week instead of 1x. The fear. I was terrified for 6 weeks before quitting that i would fail. I was terrified for 4 weeks after quitting that i would fail. By month 3 the fear had become curiosity. By month 4 it has become impatience to grow this thing faster. What i would tell other people considering the jump. The first 90 days are the hardest. After that, the question changes from "will this work" to "how big will this be." Different question. Better question.