u/Moldy_Pancake_11

Im Ashley Im 15 mtf. How are you everyone ?

A femboy (chris) I know likes to

1.wear dresses

2. Wear fake breast

3. Is on E

4. LIKES TO BE CALL PRINCESS/QUEEN

Does that make me actually a cis dude too? Because I enjoy many of those things (except the second one, I wanna have my own)

Im ESPECIALLY scared of the 4th one because that's the one I dont have a logical anwser to

Its just, Im scared Im actually just cis and I enjoy those things too. Like being called a princess. Maybe Im just cis and I like being called a girl and she/her and I just enjoy being seen as a woman BUT Im actually a guy :(

There are two people

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Chris the femboy (femboy on hrt)

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And finnster

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Basically as a trans girl, I keep thinking that I will never get the attention they get. They are hotter and more fun.

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Its not like Im trans for attention, its more like, I could be fake and genderfluid/femboy for attention but be sad. I just keep thinking all days that I will never be as hot, as pretty as sexy as them as a woman. That its automatically trans girls<femboys/genderfluid people. I spent my days ranting to friends about it. Can someone help me find a cure to brain worm??? 🥺

I really hate my body and my face. I get called ugly and dirty by everyone in my school and even by the teachers.

I would like to be a girl but my parents are catholic conservatives and they tell me to cope with my body and that Im making up problems. They call me a fagg*t on a daily basis. I've been suacidal for a very long time now. To add to that, I keep thinking I am worse than femboys and I will never be as fun as them if Im a girl, even tho being a boy feels so bad. I would like to be silly and funny but Im just too ugly for it to work. I dont deserve to live

I really like cini minis but nestle is such an evil company and I dont feel good buying from them. Any alternatives so I can eat cearal and not feel bad?

Honestly its not that bad as people say. I dont think I ruined anything for myself (BECAUSE I STOPPED BCS AT 6x9), but it actually flows like one big show. I only was a bit confused about madrigal but I checked the wiki for 5 minutes and was less confused. Overall I would recommend watching it for first time viewers, but it kinda depends if you heard anything about this show before (like memes etc.) It was a good expirience. Anyone else thinks like that? Or did I do a bad thing actually?