u/Moon_shadow435

I’m currently a rising senior getting my Bachelor’s degree in Information Science. From there, I’m staying an extra year at my ALA credited school earning my MLIS whilst being a student worker at a special collections library. Recently I brought up to my family my interest in court/law environments. They got excited with that prospect as they believe there’s more money in that and they suggested for me to go into that. It felt a bit nerve wracking at first but I think they’re right. However, I still love working in the library environment, which is why I though Law Librarianship might be my best/only option. My question is what’s the best schooling I should go for if I want to get into this field with the current passions that I have? I know I should definitely try for my JD, but is there anything else I should know about such as certificates or certain programs? Also, are there any more jobs that incorporate these two fields that I should know about?

Nothing is settling in my stomach. I drank a lot the night before to calm the nerves but now I think it has made it worse for me. Threw up a lot last night. Just did it in the airport bathroom. I had a really nice woman help me make it to the trash can and helped me stop it. I just hope none of this happens again while I’m on the plane. I’ve barely eaten anything today and I look pale. I just really want to calm down right now and get these two flights done.

I don’t know why, but I heard someone else on this sub mention it. The fly back from wherever you’ve been always feels like the fear is nagging you more. I’m glad I got to go, I had a fun time, but now it’s starting to become all I think about in these next two days. I feel so selfish for feeling this way, because of the fun opportunity I had to take this trip that others don’t have the luxury of doing. Why then do I still feel this way? Like I REALLY need these next two flights to go perfectly, so I can go home and just move on with my life without having to worry about another flight for a while. The stress of a delay, mechanical issue, turbulence, and the weather are all scrambling around my mind. I just wish I could feel how I used to before this fear became so consuming. This fear actually began on the flight home from my last trip being here. I had just learned about what 9/11 was fully and I noticed on the plane map during our flight how it looked like we were going the opposite direction from our destination (looking back at it now it was probably to avoid the weather that pops up frequently around the summer time). It scared me and made me feel like anything could go wrong. Now I cringe at every bump and hold my breath every time the captain comes on the speaker. Anyways, I just needed to let this off my chest. I believe I will still be flying on the Airbus A321 and Boeing 737-900 back. It’ll be starting in the afternoon and we get home later that night. I’m just going ahead and expecting lots of bumps, as much as I hate it.

Weirdest part: Mordecai was not there

(and I guess Ivy and Rocky were at a distillery, got drunk, danced around together, while also being on drugs, I think. It was giving Jax abstracting scene in episode 7. Viktor found out and lost it.)

This was a few days ago but I remember smelling that before we went down the runway. I was calm and figured if something was wrong we wouldn’t still be going. Does anyone know what that could’ve been? Possibly a fuel truck smelled through the vents? I’m gonna be going back on a plane like that soon now.

I have two flights to get back home from vacation later. I want to know ahead of time, what is that rumbling noise I heard before landing in the Boeing 737-900? It was probably the landing gear coming down but it sounded like a lot of other noises below the plane too? I also noticed on both flights I took that at some points I stopped hearing the engines all together, it was almost like we were just floating at that point? Are the engines slowing down for landing? The turbulence was a bit rough during my last flight and at one point I felt the back jolt upward a bit, and I was sitting at the back. The flight attendants had to get in their seats too and that was a bit nerve wracking for me (the attendant behind me was just looking at there phone so that helped reassure me). Is there a word for that kind of turbulence or is that just something that happens often in rough winds?

Flying 2 times to our destination then 2 times back. I just had my first big cry about it. I am terrified of this whole thing. It doesn’t help that I am aware of all the recent crashes that have happened. I really don’t want to die. I’m not ready to go and leave behind everything I’ve worked hard for. I also don’t want to put all of this on my family, who have been going with me there since I was little. Now I’m just a nervous wreck. My dad gets really upset with me because of this. I can’t talk to anyone about this without getting them annoyed or upset. This is the only place I feel like I can go and vent about it. I’m worried about basically everything: turbulence, mechanical issues(which happened before take off due to the nav computer one time) , take off and landing (what if we crash into another plane) and weather. I thought I was doing better than how I was three years ago on my last flight. But now all that fear is starting to hit again and I’m crying a lot right now. I hate having this fear so much. I wish I could just go places and have fun, but now I can’t anymore, and it sucks. I told my mom over the phone that I don’t think I can go on trips with planes anymore with them. But it came off as me telling her that I don’t want to do trips with the whole family at all anymore, and now I hate myself for saying it. This is ruining my relationship with my family. Anxiety sucks and I just want to breathe and do things.