Mental Health
Hello, 22M and I was went for a mri in June on my lower spine due to bad leg pain over the last couple years, before this MRI I had physio and the problem they seemed to point to was Sciatica, however I just felt something wasn’t right so I pushed for a scan. A week after my scan I found out they found tumours and I was told it was suspected neurofibromatosis and there was a letter saying I was diagnosed with NF. Due to the mri being a “lower lumbar spine” scan I assumed this tumours were just on my lower spine. However, a couple days ago I could view the notes of the findings they found on the mri and it turns out I have multiple on my neck, multiple on my spine and pelvis. I also had a call with a neurologist yesterday who told me it may not be that NF but there is a possibility. So after being told NF and just thinking it was on my lower spine, I was still quite shocked with the news and took me a few weeks to get to terms with it, however I now know they are elsewhere and have no specific diagnosis I feel a bit worried and shocked again. I can’t help but feel I’m being dramatic, maybe it’s because if people look at me they can’t tell due to the lumps being non visible?. Like I say, this could be NF it might not but it is at least something similar, I’m just wondering if the people who were diagnosed at an age they remember how did you feel about it and did people feel similar?