u/MundaneVillian

Wish my brain luck that I’ll be okay. There’s some difficult life circumstances I don’t want to talk about but I have to switch clinics and it makes me sad because I love my nurses.

I’m scared because the last time I missed even just one week I got ideation so bad and was crying a lot.

I’m almost a year into my treatments, but still dealing with constant passive suicidal ideation. Like ‘oh if I can’t get a job I can just die’ kind of thoughts. I’ll see my therapist tomorrow to talk but was wondering if others go through this too. I’m on Effexor, Lithium, Rexulti, Guanfacine, Strattera.