Trying not to cry 😢
I post on here a lot and I’m so thankful for this community of people. 🫶🏼
I’ve had 3 uncomplicated flares between Oct and Jan. I was doing great for about 3mths after that. Now kicking myself for not having surgery while I was doing good and healed.
My 4th flare which is currently going on, landed me in the hospital for a few days. The Augmentin did not work this time 😞 I was released from hospital with a PICC line and was to receive 11 more days of antibiotic infusions to heal me in preparation for surgery.
Day 4 of them, the pain started back up again. I honestly could cry 😢 Just met with surgeon and waiting on CT and blood results. But the possibility of a bag now has increased 10 fold. I could kick myself for not doing it. I’m afraid this will push me into a bad depression. Just when summer and boating season is coming around too. I honestly just want to feel better and cry.
I hate that I’m so unfortunate that the 2nd time of taking Augmentin no longer worked. And that the strong IV antibiotic ertapenem isn’t working either It’s scary 😩