Do some men really only feel attracted to women?
This might sound like a stupid question, but I really don't understand, and I've wondered about it for years.
I'm a closeted gay man from a very conservative country. I'm married to a woman, but I have zero sexual attraction to her or to any woman. Before I got married, I honestly believed I would somehow 'change' and eventually become attracted to women. But it never did.
I've only ever been attracted to men, but i never understood that i am 'gay'.
I can't even imagine what it feels like to look at a woman and be sexually attracted to her.
So this is what I can't wrap my head around:
Are there really men who feel the exact opposite? Men who are genuinely only attracted to women? and don't feel any attraction to other men at all?! Not even little? Not even once????!
I'm not asking to argue or make a point. I honestly just want to understand because my brain can't picture it. It's made me feel very different from everyone else, and if I'm being honest, it's something that's made me feel very depressed over the years.