u/N0KIA_ANGL3

so i am VERY new with music and this song idea has been in my head for months. i really need help with revising my lyrics and it IS meant to be brakecore inspired. i heavly got inspo from FEMTANAL, spellcasting,and STYXVII. for the actual song part i am using grageband. i rlly need help. I am aking for help on here because i have absolutly no setu aside for a desk,chair and my computer. also cheap supplies recommendations would really help too! my discord channel is https://discord.com/channels/1521701973810745454/1521708440391516180 the lyrics are psoted there and they will be here too.

NAME: L0v3S1Ck_L0BoToMY <3

LYRICS 
WHERE AM I??
 AUHHHHHHGHHHHHH!!!!!
 Shit.
 As I'm running away from absolutely nothing, all i can hear is the crap about a “god” people have worshiped
In This hellhole that we all call home is deteriorating because of our own crap and WW3 is on the verge of happening!!!
Who is god no. WHY?
This shitty ass life “is beautiful and  nice” coming from a pice of plastic. At this point why bother lasting with global warming and heat rising we will all end up in flames.  AND THE THING IS IM FUCKING ANGRY BUT U DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM FUCKING ANGRY AND I WILL NEVR BE LIKE U!!!
Why does it hurt to love you? Well idk. But remember when i was 13? I was so cringe lol. 

I SOUND CRINGE AS HELL, IM LOKY DOWN BAD. ITS A FUNKING 2D TRAGEDY BUT ITS WHAT U WANT SO THE RAZOR STILL CUTTS 4 CRAP!!! YEP I A CREEP I A WERDO I’VE BEEN UP 4 3 DAYS STRAIT!! EVERYBODY’S OUT TO GET ME BECAUSE OF WHO I AMMMMMM!!!

Dont u feel worthless? 
Dont u feel weak?
Then go wash u face,eat like shit and hide ur wrists!!

Im bleeding out inside my closet ive been stuck for days,i was thinking abt u but my mind is in a haze.
Cutting in the bathroom i  cry out “kill me faster” i might need a lobotomy if i do this any longer. If beauty is pain then what the fuck is this? This is a scam i want my money back. 

(regular talking after music fades out) remember the time i tried to hang myself and broke the fan? That was really funny HAHAHA!

(GUYS I AM METTALY WELL!!!)