u/Nana2000s

I came across a video that Lulura did where in the beginning Lulura had just got ready for a podcast she was about to do. The video seems to be from a year after his craziness on YouTube that got him banned. She was letting Shilton make amends to people via her podcast. Below is a transcription, word for word from the first part of the video. The video was long so I recorded it into 3 parts. Part 2 is when her DP I think she called him, was finishing setting up and she's talking with the guy who Shilton offended horribly and he wasn't thrilled to have to be in the same room with Shilton. It's one to be seen. I guess this was on Shiltons birthday because the third part is of that and he's so annoying in it. He words below, I feel she still has that same mindset. Mods, I did not do anything to his name since it's quoted. Please let me know if I need to.

"Oh my god, I don't like this anymore. (She was referring to the outfit she had on) I'm just having a lot of anxiety right now, um, because I don't know, I'm just, I feel so conflicted. I believe in people writing their wrongs. I want Stephen to do well, I want him to thrive. He's expressed a lot of regret and remorse over a lot of the content that he put out last year, um, and so I agreed to let him express that on my podcast. Literally five minutes ago, I get a message from a girl saying that she's being doxxed by him, an ex-girlfriend, and that she's had to like, private her accounts, and I don't know, I don't know what's happening because I don't, I haven't been going on his page, I just get this message. I just feel so conflicted because he's the father of my children, I still love him, I see his good heart, and then I also see this really self-destructive side, and I don't know what's going on. I, I don't want to believe that he is doxxing someone right now, I don't want to believe that. I don't know, maybe I should not be doing this podcast, maybe this is none of my business, maybe this is me not having strong boundaries and just wanting, I want everything to be okay. I want us to co-parent peacefully, I want us to be friends and love our kids together, and live a mile apart, and him thrive and me thrive and our kids thrive, and I want them to feel loved and safe, and I want them to feel that we are a still united front even though we're not together and that we're not working against each other and that we're both good people doing good things in the world, and that's all I want, that's all I want. Is that so hard? But I can't control that. I can't control what he does and what he says and I can't control that. I just, now I'm going, what the fuck am I doing? Why am I involving myself in this? Why aren't I just making comedy videos and having my friends on and letting him do his thing and just finalizing this divorce and just not feeling responsible? I feel responsible for him. I feel responsible for his well-being, and I want him to do well and I see so much good in him and it pains me to see this destructive behavior, and I don't know. I don't even know what to, to say at this point. Like, I have to go. My DP, amazing DP, Chris, has been sitting in there for an hour and a half, setting up, who Stephen offended terribly and really hurt Chris, who's gay, um, because of some of the content Stephen made last year. Like so, it's just so much. There's so much and I feel like I'm not handling this in the right way and, but it's all fucking out there. So before you, you say "Oh, well, why are you talking about it online?" It's all out there. So, I don't know."

Promoting her book. It's a long podcast. Towards the end she reveals that A recently eloped from S's house. Which I think we all had suspected from one of his posts. A waffle the mile from S's house to L's house. He wanted L, kept saying mommy's house.