He Carved My Name 99 Times On His Body And Her Name In His Heart Novel
The sixth time photographs of his affair surfaced, Everett Whitmore tore the knife from my hand and slashed it across his own skin.
Stroke by stroke, he carved the name Sloane Bennett into his thigh.
“Satisfied? Will you leave Serena alone now?”
I stood frozen, staring at him as though he had become a stranger.
Everett had cheated for ten years, and we had spent every one of them tormenting each other.
Each time he crossed the line, I carved my name somewhere on his body.
I had cut my wrists, staged abductions, and even threatened Serena by suspending her from a helicopter. Every mark on him carried a history of violence.
But I had never felt this calm.
Confusion must have shown on my face, because a trace of tenderness crossed his hate-filled eyes.
“Serena is pregnant. Promise you won’t confront her again, and you can cut your name into me as many times as you want.”
“That makes ninety-nine marks. It’s a good number, so let’s stop fighting and live peacefully from now on.”
My throat suddenly tightened. “Live peacefully? Did you honestly mean that?”
He looked at me with pain and mockery.
“Honestly?”
“You already own my body. Stop trying to take the part of me that belongs to Serena.”
As he closed his eyes with numb resignation, I finally understood.
Ninety-nine did not represent his hope that our marriage would last.
It meant he had finally surrendered.
He was willing to sacrifice his entire life to protect another woman and the child she carried.
Grief poured through me, cold enough to chill every bone.
A lifetime suddenly felt too long to waste on him.
***
Everett did not care when I remained silent.
In his mind, I had already gotten what I wanted.
After a moment, he ripped open his shirt and continued cutting letters across the old and new scars covering his chest.
“Serena needs someone to care for her during the pregnancy. I’m paying in advance for the time, starting with today.”
A second version of my name appeared across his chest.
“She has a prenatal appointment tomorrow, and I need to go with her.”
The third name appeared along his stomach.
“She’s taking maternity photographs the day after that. I’m the father, so I have to be there.”
Then came the fourth name, followed by the fifth.
Ten names left his upper body torn and covered in blood.
Everett seemed unable to feel any of it as he mechanically planned each day of his future with Serena.
Beside him, the woman who had spent ten years marking him as hers looked like a cruel joke.
I snatched the knife away, my voice shaking beyond recognition.
“Everett, do you remember what today was?”
Irritation flashed through his eyes.
“What is it this time? Your birthday? Our anniversary?”
“Do you always have to use sentimental excuses to ruin the little time Serena and I have together?”
“I already carved your name into myself. What else do you want?”
I finally broke and screamed, “Today was the anniversary of Jamie’s death!”
Everett’s body went rigid, and he fell silent.
Jamie was the first baby I had lost before birth.
Thirteen years earlier, Serena drove drunk, struck my car, and caused catastrophic bleeding. Everett retaliated without mercy.
He sued until she lost everything and everyone abandoned her, leaving her to spend day after day outside my hospital room begging forgiveness.
Three years later, on the anniversary of Jamie’s death, Everett slept with her.
He shielded Serena from me and told me to stop being vindictive.
He said, “I grieved our baby too, but you’ve punished Serena enough. She has nothing left.”
“The past should stay in the past. Only the living still have a future.”
Somewhere in those three years of constant punishment, his heart had crossed a line.
My baby and I had become the price of their love.
Something inside my mind snapped, and I slapped both of them.
Everett accepted my blow without resistance, but when I struck Serena, he shoved me down the stairs.
Blood spread beneath me, and my second baby died by his father’s hand.
After that, I lost myself completely.
Whenever I caught him meeting Serena, he insisted they had done nothing inappropriate.
I still carved my name into his skin, desperately trying to cover the betrayal buried beneath it.
Ten years later, he had forgotten the death anniversaries of both our children.
Even the marks meant for me had become currency he used to purchase time for his affairs.
When he saw my anguish, Everett suddenly laughed.
The sound was filled with contempt.
“So what?”
He lifted his head, and his pitying gaze stabbed directly into mine.
“Was I supposed to drown in guilt forever and let Serena’s baby die without a father’s protection too?”
“Jamie died, and you weren’t the only person who suffered.”
“Ten years passed, yet you’re the only one who refused to move forward.”
“Sloane, you’re pathetic.”