this is SO hard
i got surgery six days ago, an i am struggling. i can’t get enough liquids in and i’m barely getting protein in. i have had people tell me that this is “the easy way out” and i just want to give them the biggest “fuck you” ever. this is in no way easy, i know that my future self will thank me and that i will be okay eventually, but it’s just so hard for me right now and i just need to rant. i don’t have anyone in my life that has gone through this so it’s super hard to express my feelings without getting misunderstood. my husband is being so supportive but it’s just so hard because he is eating normal food while i’m over here struggling on a full liquid diet. i have a support system, but i just feel like no one actually understands how hard this is unless they’ve gone through it. i feel so lazy because all i’ve been able to do is sleep and sit on the couch but i know that my body needs this because i’ve just gotten major surgery. i know it will get better, i just needed to rant.