Scared and frustrated
for about 3-4 weeks I have experienced some possible blood in stool, some change in bowel movements and some weight loss. I’ve had weight loss before based on my eating habits tends to happen every summer. I now have hardcore medical anxiety, been on Reddit for 3 weeks , 2-3 hours a day reading stuff
was supposed to get my colonoscopy this week but high BP prevented it. now it will be 2 more weeks before I can try again . I feel doomed and that this will be my death sentence, just because I feel I have it and it’s in a later stage already .
I went to the ER for the BP issue and they did blood work. it was good but I know that means nothing when it comes to cancer.
Im terrified my BP will fail me again next try and then what?? anyone else dealt with this? are there alternatives or am I pretty much screwed? I appreciate anyone’s input on this and thank you in advance