Frustrated with this disease
Just wanted to vent to someone who understands. I’m going through my second flare since being diagnosed last year. Last years flare took me 4-5 months to completely come out of. But once I did- I was riding high. It was like my old life again. Symptoms GONE. I was back at the gym, lifting weights again and gaining my lost muscle back! If it wasn’t for the daily hydroxychloroquine, I could’ve forgotten I even have this disease.
Then 4 weeks ago, on a Sunday morning, I woke up and felt like I was hit by a truck. I just knew. The rheumatologist put me on prednisone and I’m finally starting to turn a corner. But thinking how long it will take to get back to baseline and not knowing when this will happen again- it’s messing with my head. Thanks for listening.