Random thoughts: Grieving that I won’t be able to get married for years to come
Do any of you think about this? I’m in my VAWA process for 2 years now, I’ve been separated/divorced for over 4 years and now I’m well into my 30s. I’m in a new, stable relationship for almost 3 years but I’m struggling with decision to have children outside of marriage, before I have my dream wedding. It’s unusual in my culture to do that and I’m also personally struggling with it. By the time this whole process is done I will be past my mid 30s probably and it’s just making me so sad and heartbroken that I can’t do this process the way I want to on my own timeline. Do any of you struggle with similar things?