i feel a but depressed because my partner didn't attempt to protect me and i have no faith in him protecting me anymore they let the treat happen and get to me while they did nothing
he always likes to pretend to be confused when there's a physical threat like every other day in his life when he's a grown man what happened is haunting me and i need to deal with the threat myself did i look for a man for nothing? i've done the best i can as a woman and it still wasn't good enough for him to bother that day im getting a gym membership to fight for myself. ive had to protect him instead in the simplest of scenarios but when there's a physical threat its do nothing but stare at the floor or wall while his i got threatened and then later on violently attacked i chose someone to be with depending on the biggest and strongest and served him but it turns out he's a complete idiot and he's softer than a four year old and always has been. he always manipulated people and still does while pretending to be a defenceless little sick boy who cant do anything but act like he has ptsd if he has to get off his stupid arse. even in public