u/No-Recording-9321

Hi friends!! I need some advice.

Im 25 and I've been smoking nic since I was 14. I want to quit SO bad, it is holding me back from my health and my career (I work with horses). I don't have the self control to ween myself off and I get IRRITABLE so every time I've tried to quit cold turkey, my partner buys me nicotine. I have begged her not to, and to let me quit cold turkey, but she doesn't want to deal with my irritability. What can I do to not be so irritable? I know she shouldn't have to deal with it, but it's not like there's nicotine rehab, and everybody smokes in regular rehab.

What should I do?? Please help.