I think I want to drop out of the PhD
I go to a school with early clinicals and we’re about to finish our rotations and I don’t want to go back to research. I was already feeling burnt out before medical school and I never really connected w the mentors at my school. I also just like seeing patients and I see plenty of MD-only researchers around. I’m thinking of pursuing surgery and I just keep thinking I’ll be so old when I get to residency.
I don’t know what to do, I’m kinda scared of dropping out, how do I even do that? And I’m not even sure what specialty I want to go into and I feel like I’ve done less than my MD colleagues since I was counting on having a PhD when applying to residency.
Please advise. Should I stay? Should I try and see if I can find an interest in research again?