u/No-Warthog-6720

I’ve been in the army reserves now for 3 years and I’ve hated every second of it. I know a lot of people will probably think that I’m a pussy or whatever but idk I guess I am. This absolutely blows. every time something gets put out in the group chat I know it’s going to be either something completely unnecessary that we will have to do or public humiliation of some sort. Now we are scheduled for a MOB to the Border and it could be worse but I don’t want to go at all to the point where sometime I’ll get chest pains I think about it so much. I joined for school and just because I’ve always wanted to do this but I never thought I’d hate it this bad I cannot wait until I’m out. Is there anything you recommend doing to help me? Thank you