I can’t find my love for med
I’ve lived my whole life being told by my parents and family that I should go to medical school and bring in some honor and good money to our family. Over time, I’ve gotten used to it and honestly even want to attend medical school now. That said, I just finished my first year of college, zero clinical volunteering done, I’ve failed my second semester gen chem class and reading through endless Quora and Reddit posts about how medical school is a very very rough path and incredibly difficult. My current GPA sits at 3.0, I’m retaking the failed class this summer and will get an A, but I don’t know if medicine is truly for me, or if I even have a choice outside of medicine. I do love the idea of medical school, treating patients and especially working in hospitals, but these classes and the insanity behind this path is driving me up a wall. I could really use some feedback.