u/NoSwitch8581

I’m really struggling today and feeling deeply depressed. I’ve been going through so much, and right now it feels hard to escape these painful thoughts and emotions.

After suffering from Akathisia for a couple of years, I finally started getting better, and recently I was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer. I also live with OCD, Borderline Personality Disorder, depression, anxiety, and other mental health struggles, so everything feels very overwhelming right now.

I don’t know where to turn for advice, support, or understanding during this difficult time. My faith in the Lord is very important to me, and I trust Him with all my heart. I truly believe He had a hand in helping me heal so much from Akathisia, and I continue to pray for guidance and strength.

I want to be clear that I’m not suicidal. I’m just carrying a tremendous amount of emotional pain and heaviness in my soul. I struggle with a lot of shame and self-hatred because of behaviors connected to Borderline Personality Disorder, and sometimes it becomes very hard to cope with those feelings.

I love my family deeply, and I want to get better — not only for myself, but especially for them. But my negative thoughts keep taking over my mind, and I feel exhausted from fighting them all the time.

God, please help me. I still need You. I can’t do this on my own.

I pray that someone reads this and helps me in some way. I’m so scared and so sad. Sometimes I just want to sleep to escape everything, but even that makes me feel more depressed. I’m desperate to feel better.

I have a hard time trusting people enough to talk about my problems. My mind convinces me that something bad will happen, and I become paranoid and avoid getting the help I desperately need. I don’t want to die, but I don’t know how to keep living with this much emotional pain.

I’m also terrified of trying new medications because I’m afraid of getting sick again after what I went through with Akathisia.

I know most of you don’t know me personally, but please pray for me. I truly need prayers, support, strength, and hope right now.

Thank you, and God bless you all.

I’m really struggling today and feeling deeply depressed. I’ve been going through so much, and right now it feels hard to escape these painful thoughts and emotions.

After suffering from Akathisia for a couple of years, I finally started getting better, and recently I was diagnosed with stage 3 breast cancer. I also live with OCD, Borderline Personality Disorder, depression, anxiety, and other mental health struggles, so everything feels very overwhelming right now.

I don’t know where to turn for advice, support, or understanding during this difficult time. My faith in the Lord is very important to me, and I trust Him with all my heart. I truly believe He had a hand in helping me heal so much from Akathisia, and I continue to pray for guidance and strength.

I want to be clear that I’m not suicidal. I’m just carrying a tremendous amount of emotional pain and heaviness in my soul. I struggle with a lot of shame and self-hatred because of behaviors connected to Borderline Personality Disorder, and sometimes it becomes very hard to cope with those feelings.

I love my family deeply, and I want to get better — not only for myself, but especially for them. But my negative thoughts keep taking over my mind, and I feel exhausted from fighting them all the time.

God, please help me. I still need You. I can’t do this on my own.

I pray that someone reads this and helps me in some way. I’m so scared and so sad. Sometimes I just want to sleep to escape everything, but even that makes me feel more depressed. I’m desperate to feel better.

I have a hard time trusting people enough to talk about my problems. My mind convinces me that something bad will happen, and I become paranoid and avoid getting the help I desperately need. I don’t want to die, but I don’t know how to keep living with this much emotional pain.

I’m also terrified of trying new medications because I’m afraid of getting sick again after what I went through with Akathisia.

I know most of you don’t know me personally, but please pray for me. I truly need prayers, support, strength, and hope right now.

Thank you, and God bless you all.