Can't apply for jobs without crying hysterically
Four years and hundreds of applications and failed interviews and automatic rejects and I've reached the point where I am entirely hopeless. Despite having a Master's degree every entry level job I apply to in my field rejects me because I lack experience so I'm forced to keep working at my part time minimum wage job where I'm forced to work with a coworker who sexually harassed me and where I'm constantly subjected to infighting and snide remarks from my coworkers about what a bad job I'm doing. My two friends from high school who are the same age as me have moved across the country and are renting houses and have multiple years of experience in their fields of choice and I'm still stuck living at home where my mom asks me for money to help her pay for her third car. Every time I open LinkedIn I find it impossible to work up the motivation to apply to yet another string of jobs who will dismiss me immediately for reasons outside my control, because everyone I've talked to has told me I'm doing everything right so after a certain point it's inpossible to believe that I'm just losing at a numbers game when in actuality it must be some innate personality flaw that interviewers keep catching on to that I can't change. I'm a useless fucking person and it's never going to get any better.