I tried to deadlift 240kg at 17. It broke me for a year. Here's what actually fixed it.
18 months ago I was a powerlifter. I'd been training for a few months and in prep for my first comp. Deadlift was my lift. I pushed it too far in training, 240kg for a double, accumulated fatigue from a brutal program, and my SI joint and QL gave out. The pain didn't go away.
Week one I thought it was just recovery. Week four I started to worry. Month three I was googling things I shouldn't have been googling. I did everything right. Physio. Rest. Mobility work. Ice. Heat. Every protocol I could find. But nothing helped
What broke me wasn't just the pain. It was that nobody could tell me why it wasn't getting better. I had the scans. I had the diagnosis. I had the treatment plan. I still had the pain. So I went down a rabbit hole. I started reading the actual research. Not fitness articles. Not physio blogs. Published studies on why chronic pain persists long after tissue has healed. Why two people with identical scans can have completely different outcomes. Why the nervous system keeps producing pain signals even when the original injury is gone.
What I found changed everything. The pain science literature is decades ahead of standard treatment. Most people in chronic pain are being managed with protocols designed for acute injury. It's not the physio's fault. It's a system problem. When I applied what I learned the nervous system retraining, the graded exposure, the specific language around pain, my pain started moving for the first time in months. I'm back to squatting over 200kg and deadlifting 240kg.
But I never forgot what those months felt like. The helplessness. The feeling that your body had become your enemy. The way it quietly takes everything from you.
I started coaching people because I kept meeting others who were still there. Stuck in that place I got out of. If you've been in pain for months or years, tried the standard route, and still aren't getting better, I want to talk to you. Not to sell you anything tonight. Just to understand your situation.
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