I got fed up with psychics telling me this incarnation was to live small
Hi,
I need your opinion if you are A type like me and have felt like the universe has pushed you back because you're supposedly meant to "sit quiet" and "accept less". Am I alone? Personally, I'm a believer in astrology as my chart resonates but what doesn't is this "life lesson" crap that feels like every opportunity I work for gets ripped from me whether I like it or not, due to discrimination for my autism. Moreover, I've found myself in a dilemma over what is even my purpose if the universe tells me "no" to living loud or doing advocacy or mental health assistance. Like, I'm supposed to go against what feels right in my bones?
Call me crazy, but I'm starting to believe in using blunt force with the universe, telling them it's BS and I wanna live on my own terms and no longer get carrot-dangled as I work my *ss off, almost reach my goal just to hear "nevermind, it's not meant to be".
My last few incarnations I couldn't sit still to save my life, I get it, but F*** what my "higher self" or "God" decides for me. It's my damn life, I'm living it. My aspirations aren't selfish either. They're to due with basic safety and to help others but apparently being "too stressed" and "too helpful" is a karmic lesson?
I don't think so. Anyone ever broke this barrier or called BS and lived their own lives their way?