u/Normal_Aardvark_386

If this breaks the rules I’ll understand, I did read them extensively. I started playing Fortnite a year ago with my best friend of almost 20 years cause we lived long distance, it especially helped me in the grieving process when I lost my baby.

We started & mainly stuck with Lego Fortnite or Odyssey especially as we created such a big world together, she started the world & I became a key holder.

I spent so much time in that world because my real world hurt to bad. I made so many memorials for my baby in every new village & we just accomplished so much with quests for ninjago & the mandalorian stuff that I never made a world for myself because we had ours together.

Well we had a stupid fight & to be deliberately cruel she blocked me from any & all access to the world we built. The memories i created for my son and the drive to even want to play anymore. I loved mando & baby yoda and I would call my son my baby yoda so now i don’t have mando. I want to keep playing but it hurts.

I’m really loving the show & sure as annoying as Carter can be, he’s unfortunately very much understandable in the way a traumatised boyman forced to grow on his own until he finds stability in Rip & Beth but I know that can be hard because it’s hard to trust that life thinking it can go away anytime.
I do wish he also spoke up about what happened to Dwight to them just for the sake of getting it off his shoulders to the people who know him the deepest.
And I say boyman not in a derogatory way but that he’s stuck in that limbo of pre adulthood we all been through.

I will say the funniest part of the episode was when he kicked the bucket of feed & you can see a horse stick its out with an expression like hay that’s my food! Made me laugh so hard

Edit: Rin to Rip