I feel like I’m getting older without actually living
I’m 29 and lately this thought has been hitting me a lot.
I’m getting older, but I don’t really have people in my life. No real group of friends, no one to call randomly, no one to go out with, no one to make plans with. Most of my days are just work, home, phone, sleep.
And honestly it’s starting to scare me.
I keep thinking that one day I’ll be 35 or 40 and nothing will have changed. Same routine, same loneliness, same empty weekends.
I see people in Casablanca going out, sitting in cafés, laughing, traveling, just doing normal things together, and I genuinely wonder how people even find each other.
I know I’m introverted and I know I don’t make things easy for myself, but I also feel like after a certain age, making friends becomes almost impossible. Everyone already has their people, their group, their life.
I’m not even asking for a huge social circle. I just want a few real people. Someone to talk to, go for coffee with, walk around Casa, share random thoughts with, or just sit somewhere and not feel alone.
I’m tired of telling myself “maybe later.”
Because later keeps coming and nothing changes.
So yeah, I’m posting this because I honestly don’t know where else to start.
If you’re also feeling alone in Casablanca, maybe message me. Maybe a lot of us are in the same situation and just too embarrassed to admit it.