YOOOO GUOBA'S SUBS WORKKKKK OMG
I used to have a hard time listening to their subs because most of them aren't calm. i listened to their sp ones. honestly, genuinely out of curiosity. ik theres a big debate on whether or not they are ethical (i honestly think they are, you are not manipulating someone, you are becoming the version that ends up attracting them and thats not a bad thing at all but to each their own)
i was honestly tired with obsessing over sp. i have a playlist with 30-40 subs for different topics that i listen along with moab 2.0. and i just a put in a few guoba sp ones to experiment. i had never used them before. and while listening, i genuinely was very detached. i listened to the playlist in general, and i wasn't obsessed. the thing is, sp doesn't initiate communication and even as a friend that kinda hurts(sp is just a crush, not an ex). OUT OF NOWHERE SP CALLED AND WE TALKED FOR 3 HOURS IT WAS CRAZY. its not that we have never had 3 hour calls before, its just that i had always been the one to call. this time, it was THEM. crazy.
not at all expected, but a welcome surprise nonetheless.
and i only have guoba's subs regarding the sp topic (and 1 iwiigi too, their subs are amazing too btw) and boosters by guoba too.
i am actually surprisingly okay? like i am not obsessing over this, analysing and dissecting every word spoken, i am just grateful for the call and that is it. i think that is like me getting closer to detachment. if they are meant for me, it will happen and if i am meant for greater things, those greater things will happen. (the only problem is being consistent with this mentality)