Feeling low
man i feel so low lookig back at my college life, 1 year has passed and 3rd sem is half over and ive not really done aything like nor any skill nor a good cg, my cg is low like below 8.5 with which its almost very very difficult to get an intern, not just that ive not done anything not even gym, ntg, i feel ive delayed things cuz i wanted to focus on acads (maybe excuse for delaying) but my cg is also fking low.
leave all this man, i feel so bad looking at the kind of person I used to be in my jee days where grind and hardwork was my religion and I didnt disappoint me with that, and looking back my college days and the kind of person ive become while some people around me have done many things, learned skill, gone to gym and got good cg and now in a good position stress free about interns ect and here i am.. man, idk feel so bad to the kind of person ive become
sometimes i feel hopeless if i can even overcome this vicious cycle