Help me summoning Lord Paimon
I need his help. I am so lonely. I need something to help me feel better since teen age, I have always love lord Paimon and always try to contact him. During teen age the attempt failed which cause me to endure suffer from other creatures which made my relapse worsen (i have mdd) and it causes me to see weird stuff and i got ptsd because of that and i felt like i got watched by something else which made me so scared. And since I am MDD patient since teen age, I slept a lot because how my mood always low and it helsp me to escape reality and the dreams that i had always felt bizzare, i feel the creature that I summon messed with me. But over time I feel like i manage to escape or maybe it still around but i was too busy to notice it.
But anyway now that i am an adult, I need to contact ans seek help from him again, i use blood summoning it seems like i still need to do other thing than just that. Please help me. Hail Lord Paimon.